You may walk this life feeling as if you don’t belong – a little lost and alone. Craving connections and meaning. Searching desperately for familiarity. Wondering why it doesn’t come as easy as it seems to for others. Hollow and betrayed by your purpose and passion, you continue to search for the answer, the meaning, the truth. But My Love, you forget that you hold wonders inside of you.

Settled peacefully just beneath the soft skin and beating heart of your being lay two worlds so beautifully and complexly intertwined – coexisting in a perfectly chaotic dance of infinite love, endless wisdom and purpose.  Your truest  form, comprised of star dust and eternity, takes hold of me, piecing my soul in an undeniable gesture of honor and remembrance. My reward – all encompassing, beautifully complex and powerful.

You fill my being with rejuvenation and hope. You lift me closer to divinity than I ever fathomed possible. You’ve guided me along the path of self discovery and taught me what it means to have integrity. You’ve demonstrated selfless love time and time again. You are a reward beyond measure.

It’s no wonder you feel such disconnection from this world at times. To be a reward is a great responsibility. A reward is something sought after, the most valuable, better than the rest, something unique and so desirable that it changes behavior, motivates political outcomes, incites wars, creates peace, serves as a teacher, mends broken hearts, changes lives and above all else acts as a reflection of ourselves. To navigate this world with that much purpose and power swirling around inside of you must prove too much to bear at times.

So maybe, in the quietest of moments, when the darkness creeps in and the space between you seems boundless, you bury it. Maybe you tell yourself none of it is true or real. Maybe you look to yourself with frustration and impatience, forever scolding and doubting your ability. Maybe you tell yourself those feelings of not belonging are because you’re not good enough. What do you possibly have to offer, you ask yourself. Self loathing and angry, confused and lonely, these thoughts settle deeper and deeper into your psyche, until they become a part of your identity.

But fear not, My Love. For you carry greatness inside of you – magnificent, cataclysmic, mind altering, life changing greatness. The power of Source. The power of love. The power of your own soul in recognition of its worth. You are protected. You are guided. You are loved more than can ever possibly be expressed in this lifetime. You have come into this world a reward, not just to me, but to every soul you encounter. Your calming spirit and innate wisdom have the ability to heal and repair the deepest and most damaged of souls. You are more than a reward. You are a hero. You are love incarnate and you are divine.

So stand tall, My Love. Take command of your power. Push the darkness away and say no more will you conquer me. No more will you lie to me. No more will you diminish my light. You are here on this Earth to be a healer, to be a lover, to be a teacher, to be a student, to be in your worth. You are rewarded, My Love, and that is something that can never be taken away from you.